Jealous

Jealous.

Yes I am jealous.

I'm jealous that they get to be so close to Kaabah

I want to be there
Up close

Praying
To step on the land that Nabi Muhammad s.a.w had once stepped on.

A land tremendously rich with history

The only way I can go there would be Umrah or the Haj.
Then again, I have to save a ton of money to go for either one. 

Plus, one would have to be married so you can bring your husband as escort or

 if single, bring your father or brother. 

Both conditions aren't favourable

First, I don't intend to get married that early.

Second, I would have to save up twice a ton of money if I have to bring my dad or brother.

Oh well

If one has a faith no one can shake

Insya-Allah
Allah will bring us to it.

~Salam~